i'm afraid of every day...
birthday or halloween, it doesn't even matter,
i'm afraid when i walk outside, i'll get my head splattered.
see, it's not like i'm even afraid that i'll die
cuz you understand that my body's cursed with life
so i just lay there still alive,
wishing i'd die (why?)
why can't i die?
i live in a world where the air is so cold,
i just sit in my house, alone, growing mold.
i'm afraid to leave this house,
i'm afraid to leave this room,
i'm afraid to leave this spot,
i don't want to get consumed
by the hate, the evil that lurks within humanity.
it's got me locked in, it's turning to insanity.
i go to sleep every night, praying that i don't wake up
but it never works, this situation's so messed up.

(dear god, don't let me wake up in the morning, my body
is cursed with life and this nightmare never ends)

i'm afraid of every day
i get so tired and sick, but i know i'm better off in here
the doctor's just a man, but a demon lives in there.
hours go by like days,
my mind is lost, my sould decays...
i wonder why i try.
i wish i would just die.
i walk circles through the house until the carpets wear out
i haven't breathed the air, i haven't felt the rain or the drought.
so many things are happening that i miss out there,
but i will stay inside, cuz of those things i am so scared.
(boo!)
i'm afraid of every day.
i'm afraid.
it's been 25 years inside this house.
my mind is disappearing and i'm losing it now.
i've gotta face my fears and take a step out,
alright here i go, ready?
no.
i'm afraid of every day.
i'm afraid.