selfish, (yeah.)
helpless, (yeah.)
of all the terrible things that i've done, that was the worst.
i swear i never would've let it get that far, but she said it first.
it's kind of sad that it's taken me so long to come to terms with this,
i guess it's all because i knew it hurt her more than it hurt me.
selfish....
if only i could forget.
i'm just trying to get by.
i wish it wouldn't make me smile.
she should see how i die....
die.
what else was i supposed to do?
at least i never lied.
i think we're both a little old for all of this, right? ( -yeah.)
i never wanted to leave a scar like this (on you)
and maybe i felt it in every single kiss, it's hard to know.
i'm really not this stuck on myself,
but i realized she'd never forget me when i heard her say...
she never liked hardcore.
if only she knew that i thought about her still,
(that she thinks about me still)
it would be like knives in her back.
(like knives in my back)
i hope that she is happy.
i hope that she can forget me.
i don't want to remember anymore...
that she never liked hardcore.